years of assurance.
Tuesday, January 20, 2009 2:49 PM
It was never about finding something better.
It was about finding someone who wasn’t so close to me.
So that I could tell where I ended and he began.
In many ways, I feel like you’ve partially invented me.
And that scares me so much.
it's a lazy tuesday,if i may dare add. lol. every day is a lazy day.
not? yes,i wanted to do skipping but i forget about the blue-black,
i had at my feet which was the caused of shelves & books. grrr.
it was bleeding so profusely,yesterday & now,it swells. right.
so,no no skipping! le sigh ah.
i just finished a novel,i left by the shelves of many many books,
just so because i want to re-read the twilight series for the 25th time,now.
sigh. it funny how edward cullen always get to me. sheeesh.
but no can do,i cannot abandon the other many many books,
just so i can relive and squirm over every words edward said. *sigh dreamily*
but,no. i can always do that! hehehehehe. (:
Ask me why I keep on loving you when it's clear,
that you don't feel the same way for me...
the problem is that as much as I can't force you to love me,
I can't force myself to stop loving you.
har dee har. it's like 3 more days more at suntec & am depressed.
i am greatly fond of suntec. well,except for the politics. haaaa.
i learnt so much from them,the air-con's there is great. what the fuck?
of all things,you talk about the bloody air-conditioning,eff?!
but i still miss gwc. the UN-spaciousness,the cliques,the mess!
jeez. and guess what?! they are attempting to open the store,
on the eve of cny just for half day. like what the fuck,can?!
but,it's like okay right? only until 4. only 4 pm.
better than until closing? but still,arghhhhhhhhh!
who the fuck open the shop on the eve of cny,aniways?
well,except for bloody careffour. crazy mad,i'm pretty sure.
but all the shops will be bloody closed & we will be bored.
trust me,all we do is talk and talk and fool around.
har dee har.
When it comes down to it, I let them think what they want.
If they care enough to bother with what I do,
then I'm already better than them.
It was never about finding something better. 
