before we say goodbye.

and today's,valentines.

Saturday, February 14, 2009 6:32 PM

she thinks about you non stop and you're all she talks about.
when she talks to you, she always has a goofy smile on her face,
and she truly looks happy. with one hung,
you make her melt and you always leave her with butterflies.
but at the same time, when she's upset it's usually because of you,
but she refuses to see any bad in you.
and no matter how many people try and tell her different,
she believes you're perfect for her and worth every second of the wait.
but she's too scared to tell you any of this because,
she doesn't want to screw anything up.
but most of all, she doesn't want to end up hurt.

thanks the heavens,it's valentines day & i am not celebrating.
but,what the hell? happy valentines day,aniways! hehhh. (:
and the sad part of everything? i am down with stomach flu. jeez.
but it's kay,never minds. i got 2 days mc,today & tomorrow.
stupid diarrhea,stupid stomach. goddamn it!

but despite the stomach flu,literally stuck at home on valentines..
the boy surprised me this morning,begging me to forgive him! haa.
beg is an understatement. but who can stay mad at that boy,for long?
with that goofy face,that mouth which always comes out the right word,at times.
haaaaaaaa.

i wish there were guarantees, but there aren't.
i can only tell you that when i think about tomorrow,
when i think about ten years from tomorrow, i think about you.
i think about us.

and this morning surprise with brunch included. heh!

this lovable-stupid-goofy boy of mine,came to ask for forgiveness.
i didn't want to hear any apology,nor any excuses. but,oh wells..
hell,i don't even remember why we fought,in the first place.
a big fucking L-O-L!
but when........

he brought me this surprise with him,i just cannot stop smiling! =)
three of my list of favorite movies,with a big cute bear & chocolates!!
he just know how to touch my heart,melt my insides. jeeeeezzzzzz!
it's not only because it's valentines,it's extra special.. heeee.
yes,it's our 31st month,and it's valentine on February the 14th.

happy 31st,dear love of my life..
the one,who understands me inside & out.
one,who never failed to cheer me up,make me laugh & also,cry..
the one boy who always disappoint me in a way or other,
but also managed to put disappointments away,put it with love.
the one who will always stand by me,no matter what happens.
i know that,because he told me. he told me about forever..
and if that matters,it's the most sweetest thing,babe.
i love you too,no matter what. i know forever's too much..
but forever,it's what it feels like.

it doesn't matter even if you're on night shift tonight,
it's what it feels like right now. i feel loved.
even if i am home alone,stuck at home on valentines with no date,
you,the one who will always be with me,valentines or no valentines,
is the one that matter most now,in my life.
and like you say,"every day is like valentine's..i don't need valentines day.
i need you,every single day and with that,i can give you valentines,
every single day of forever.."
i love you,very very much.

the way i figure it, there are three stages to a relationship.
first you like somebody. then, if things work out, you start to care for them.
when the big guns hit, you fall in love with them.