& because,it fades.
Sunday, February 15, 2009 12:35 PM
immature love is wanting the other person,
to be happy only,when they're with you.
mature love is wanting the other person,
to be happy no matter what.
it's sunday,my last day of mc. yes,i am now feeling better..
no more going forth & back to toilet approximately,5 times,
in the dead middle of the night. sigh. it's exhausting,you know?
jeez. you should have known.. haar dee haar!
well,actually.. the reason i sound so crappy today because...
i am basically feeling crap! totally,like shit!!!!
you know when you feel that things are already in place?
but sometimes,you get the feeling that it is never really in place?
well,you may or may not understand but this is what i feel.
for weeks,i tried. no,for years.. but it never goes away..
it stays with me,haunt me literally.. still,to no avail.
sigh.
you can't tell someone you love them and then change your mind.
that's not how it works. once you love someone, you always love them.
isn't there a part of you that thinks of you for no reason?
they'll always be in the back of your mind.
and no matter how much you love someone else,
you'll always love them too.
since i am feeling so much better,i should go out,no?
but.. since i am feeling a little bit out of place,a little crappy,
i think staying home,curling myself up in bed & reading novels,
is the perfect idea!! yes,perfect o!
but watching gossip girls,over & over again,is making me smile,a bit.
well,chuck bass always have a way with me,always. heh!
and after that,it's the princess diaries since i finished watching,
the other two,devils wear prada & a cinderella story! ((:
oh wells.. have a happy happy sunday,people of the world!
any guy can love a thousand girls,
but only a real guy can love a girl in a thousand ways.
immature love is wanting the other person, 
