in consideration.
Friday, February 13, 2009 2:03 PM
once you've found that passion, that heat,
that intensity with that one guy- don't ever let it go.
once you've lost it, you'll never get it back.
don't give up for stupid reasons. wait it out,
and don't ever let yourself think that you don't deserve what you want.
it's thank god it's friday,yes. and it's bloody friday the 13th!
well,i am not so goddamn superstitious,i just loved the date. haa!
and tomorrow is goddamn valentines day,ugh. and our 31st. hmmm.
i am not feeling anything right now,just numb and immune to everything.
i wish i could never wake up from my dream,it hurts.
i wanted to find a dress,today. meet friends,meet anyone that,
i haven't been meeting for a long time. but,sigh. it totally spoils it.
i is very sad right now. i do not know what more to do..
i don't know who to turn to,what to do,where to go from here.
i am lost. lost in my own world,caught up with many things.
so,where?
because you know that i love you.
i have loved you all along and i miss you. been far away for too long.
i keep dreaming you'll be with me and you'll never let go.
stop breathing if i don't see you anymore.
have you all heard about CHRIS BROWN & RIHANNA?!
yes,i am a gossip addict like that! at work,i read tabloids & gossips!
basically,easy to say,I CANNOT LIVE WITHOUT GOSSIPS! HAAA!
yes,chris brown was allegedly charged for beating up an unidentified woman..
and that woman was claimed to be his girlfriend,rihanna...!
dang,stupid stupid chris brown. i adore him,but now....
i think,rihanna should redo & sing her take a bow song for chris brown,
for example... like this.
how about a round of applause? standing ovation...
you look so dumb right now,standing outside my house..
trying to apologize,you so ugly when you cry,please,just cut it out.
don't tell me you're sorry cos you punched.
and baby when i know you're just sorry you got caught.
but you put on quite a show,really had me going..
but now it's time to go,curtains finally closing.
that was quite a show,very entertaining..
but it's over now,go on and take a bow.
grab your clothes and get gone.
(chorus,chorus...) '
oh,and the award for the best punch goes to you.
for making me so hurt,till i get hospitalized..
let's hear your speech out.
how's that for a new song,for CHRIS BROWN?! HAHAHA!
dang. i could be a songwriter,no? muahahahahaha. way to go,eff!
well.. chris brown,you got to get on your feet & apologized,
to every single one,including rihanna & your faithful fans & friends..
who actually have lost all hope in you. so,move it. but,no.
people are boycotting you,even all your sponsors & whatnots.
tsssk,tsssk,tsssk.
but enough about all that,i is macam paham only.
HAHAHA! i is trying to cheer myself up. sigh.
back to reality,it double hurts more. double,triple hurts.
i wish,i wish.. everyone wishes for something,don't they?
well,for today.. i guess is to get all the magazines,i haven't read.
the photography books,the photography magazines that i bought,
is all left to be neglected. i have a lot to learnt about photography..
and it is an expensive hobby,so they say. what with all the equipments!!
sheesh. and after that,finished a whole chunk of novels,again. yes..
me and books? cannot be apart. (:
because we argue. it's what we do.
you tell me when i'm being a bitch, and i tell you when,
you're acting like an ass. but it's okay, because i need you and i want you,
all of you. and no argument will ever change that.
once you've found that passion, that heat,
have you all heard about CHRIS BROWN & RIHANNA?!
