before we say goodbye.

just listen.

Thursday, February 19, 2009 2:02 PM

"It's just that...I just think that some things are meant to be broken.
Imperfect. Chaotic. It's the universe's way of providing contrast, you know?
There have to be a few holes in the road. It's how life is."

and today is thursday and is so goddamn hot! i hate it.
when will it rain,rain,rain????? it has not been raining,i think?
it's so already bloody hot,what with the haze. sheeeeshhhhh!
i think i need to install air-con in my room,FAST! PLEASE!
plus,plus.. eating ice cream & 2 ice batu doesn't even help,at all!

we are supposed to catch,he's just not that into you today.....
buutt. since it's the boy's big day tomorrow & he has to be prepared.
what,you asked? *kening naik-naik* it's a secret kay. heh.
& since i am a good girlfriend who wants her boy to get through this,
i shall skip that intention to watch movie & prepare for him. kay?
and hoping & praying hard that he will brace through this,insyallah.
because this,contains our whole future together... by together,i mean?
hehehehehehe.

"I wondered which was harder, in the end.
The act of telling, or who you told it to.
Or maybe if, when you finally got it out,
the story was really all that mattered."

since gossip girl is airing late on march. goddamn it!!!!!!
i shall bury myself in my so many books,that i have not yet read.
because,yes. you should see my bookshelf,almost congested.
i need new shelves,new books.. although almost many books,i haven't read!
heh. but easy peachy for me ah,when i can read like 13,950 books in a day!
so... tah!!!!!!

on the second hand... i shall maybe sleep,yes?
because i know,in the middle of reading.... i will find myself in the book.
being the character,reliving that book. dreaming ah!!!!
of course... that means i will fall asleep upon half reading...
haaaa! i is still groggy,and i don't know why.

"it's a lot easier to be lost than found.
It's the reason we're always searching and rarely discovered--
so many locks not enough keys."