pearls and needles.
Monday, February 2, 2009 10:25 PM
Don't forget the friendships of your teenage years,
All the laughs and all the tears.
The moment when you told someone all your fears,
afraid that person would leave you just like the rest,
but giving them everything, giving them your best.
It was hard to wake up, hard to get dressed,
but you did it then, and you can do it now.
my monday was blue alright. keep sneezing. stupid flu!
"abeh agaknye kene bird flu tak?" *inside joke*
and on top of that,i keep coughing ah! bloody cheese.
i is going to be sick,soon! haaaaa heeeee ah. i tak suke!!
work was alright. monday right? what do you expect?
i need sleep tonight. i need rest and not waking up in the middle of the night!
imagine ah?! waking up at goddamn 4 am & cry for nothing?!
what the fuck ah? i think i am insane,like totally...
too stressed out? problems? thinking too much? sigh.
i don't know,i don't know!! *SCREAMS*
Sometimes a person has to let go because,
their fingers are too tired of holding on.
They'll always love you though. No matter what.
tomorrow is tuesday and i will be working. what's new?
valentines day cum our 31st anniversary is coming..
i already bought for the boy something he loves very much,
which is graphic novel. comic ah. watchmen,collectors edition..
because i am damn bloody broke already,i shall buy him books.
what's the use of working there when you don't use the advantages?!
i hope he will love it,because i know he will!
if not,i ketuk kepale die ahhh!
i am feeling sad,getting sick. ugh. why,why?!
i don't even know why i keep waking up in the middle of the night..
and i can cry for no reason at all,in the early mornings.
dear god,what is happening to me?
still,i haven't forget even though i forgive.
Tell him yes. even if you are dying of fear,
even if you are sorry later, but whatever you do,
you will be sorry all the rest of your life if you say no.
Don't forget the friendships of your teenage years,
