before we say goodbye.

to love and betray..

Saturday, February 21, 2009 11:23 PM

"What is family? They were the people who claimed you.
In good, in bad, in parts or in whole, they were the ones who showed up,
who stayed in there, regardless.
It wasn't just about blood relations or shared chromosomes,
but something wider, bigger. We had many families over time.
Our family of origin, the family we created,
and the groups you moved through while all of this was happening:
friends, lovers, sometimes even strangers.
None of them perfect, and we couldn't expect them to be.
You can't make any one person your world.
The trick was to take what each could give you and build your world from it."

so,my saturday was splendid minus the ning nong. heh.
it was of course,spent working. lalalalala. what else,eh?
doing massive returns,de-tagging,and whatnots!
my children section macam zoo just now!!! ARRGHH!
stupid,stupid,stupid. tsssskkkk!

plus,plus.. today is like a weird day,no? i think i spent too much.
ever feel that way? when you have money,you don't know what to spend on..
but if you don't,you struggled to find whatever shits of coins,you have left.
ever find your money in unexpected places,like the pocket of your jeans?
any hidden place in the wallet when you least expect it too? i know.
i found $30,hidden in my wallet when i least expect it too.
and in the first place,i don't even remember having put it there!
HEH!

It's kind of a double edged sword isn't it?
Well, if you say you haven't, you're a prude .
If you say you have you're a slut. It's a trap.
You want to but you can't,
and when you do you wish you didn't, right?

and to two people i love and cherish....

my little jenny humphrey,happy tweenteen birthday! heh!
make it sound we're all still young kay? hehehehehe.
may you be blessed till rip old age & may god bless you.
may you find your heart,a whole again when the time comes,insyallah.
i love you iyliee baby! hugggs*

happy birthday sayang! hehehehe. (sorry,i curik gambar..)
you have turned a year older today,may you be blessed always..
may god bless you till rip old age & that you be happy always kay!
i love you!!! (: *kissses*

and now,i am going to sleep. tomorrow,i am meeting taufik batisah.
hehehehehe. *kening naik-naik*
i is very happy,long time didn't see him live!!!! WEEEEEE!!
i am hoping of a picture with him,actually. i hope so... *prays hard*
so see you all there... kepak bing bing. (((:

"First they ignore you, then they laugh at you,
then they fight you, then you win. ”