too late..
Monday, February 9, 2009 11:44 PM
I can't shake these feelings for you.
I try so damn hard but they won't go away,
is this my hearts way of telling me not to give up,
or is my heart just clinging to the memories of what we used to be.
my monday is blue,like real blue. i do not know what to feel!
but aniways,work was slow.. as usual. a monday,what do you expect?
nothing much but finished the stock and just sit & do nothing.
i had doing nothing but obviously,there's nothing more to do!
yada,yada... it's already the end of another day! sigh!
tomorrow is my off day! thank god! finally,my off day!
so that i can rest,read novels,do sat for why i dunnou why!
heeee. yes,i do SATS at home just for fun. macam paham hor?
sometimes ah,it gets me going mad,i chucked it one side lohhh.
but SATS are a pain in the ass. it's so goddamn difficult! -___-
You can never forget the people who change your life.
You become a different person, and everything you do,
is slightly altered, by what they taught you.
sometimes when you hide something from someone,
it gets a little worst each day. and it gets worst by seconds.
the more you tried,the more harder you feel is to just talk.
because it gets harder & harder when you keep it all...
i feel nothing right now. numb,actually. i don't know why.
i wish i was heartless. i wish i have no heart at all.
it's never easy mending a heart,even taking care of it.
What do you do when you love someone so much?
You'll do almost anything just for one touch.
Trying to make an excuse just to get away ,
that's the way I feel about you baby.
When I leave, do you know what I go through?
It makes me cry every time cause I miss you.
I can't shake these feelings for you. 
