doesn't matter.
Tuesday, March 10, 2009 5:27 PM
we live the life of an unfinished novel, still waiting to be written.
depending on how long we live, the longer the chapters.
depending on how interesting we are, the more we appeal to others.
we're often judged by our covers.
sometimes, some people decide to just quit reading us.
we're just forgotten until someone finds us.
our characters can develop throughout the novel,
but our chapters can never be edited.
it's a tuesday and mr fever has came back to dominate me.
goddamn it,of all times? what the freaking hell?!
but aniways,despite the nose running like a tap,still. i am okay! (:
i had the boy delivering me brunch,paid what we are supposed to pay.
and after all that ning nong,we are like totally broke. -__-
and so,i cannot wait for next month already!! hehehehehehe.
hell yeah,it's my birthday despite me turning the BIG 2!!
but other than that,i cannot wait to party,party & partehh!
because yes,i am going into adulthood & no longer a teenager.
sigh sigh sigh.
believe in yourself and who you are.
know that there is something inside of you greater than any obstacle.
not only am i out of sorts right now,but also very sad.
sigh. i don't know why eh? ms pms have long gone,a few days ago.
why now? sigh. i think i am greatly in depression.
i get so bloody depressed so easily.. i cry easily,too.
and besides that,i am always very down. stupid ah.
i think i need some time to really think about myself.
because sometimes,i think i am crap.
you know, it's been said that we just don't recognize the significant moments,
of our lives while they're happening.
we grow complacent with ideas or things or people,
and we take them for granted.
and it's usually not until that thing is about to be taken away from you,
that you realize how wrong you've been,
that you realize how much you really need it,
how much you really love it.
we live the life of an unfinished novel, still waiting to be written. 
