down & out.
Tuesday, March 3, 2009 4:18 PM
People don't want their lives fixed. Nobody wants their problems solved.
Their dramas. Their distractions. Their stories resolved.
Their messes cleaned up. Because what would they have left?
Just the big scary unknown.
i know,it gets boring because when you,stumbled upon my blog,
it's still not updated huh? i feel deeply depressed too. lol.
i apologize for the lack of updates cos the week's been hell.
i have been working,working,going out & have no time to blog.
well,i didn't managed to squeeze in the time. but,here i am. (:
i have been sick since yesterday but still work. -___-
half of the day,i really,really cannot tahan & went to the doctor..
the doctor scolded me as he said,i was in no condition to work.
i should have more rest. sigh. so,i went home literally.. feeling drowsy.
and i ate my medicine,rest and sleep. i still am feeling sick.
sigh. i overworked,i guess?
"...the only way to find true happiness is,
to risk being completely cut open."
the boy has been such a good "doctor" to me,pampering me..
he has been taking care of me,giving me medicines,asking me to rest.
even when i am being the most difficult,he stayed patient with me.
how can i not love this boy? i should be grateful,very grateful..
and after taking care of his girl,he is now sleeping. poor him..
i bet he's tired after the night shift & after all my whining.
sometimes,i wonder why i am always hard on the boy..
why i sometimes,don't always appreciate what he did.
but the other day,while arguing,he said something harsh.
something that made me open up my eyes and think.
i think he really did made an impact on what he said...
i do,appreciate you madee. just that sometimes,i don't show.
i am stubborn like that.
It's infuriating.
Women sit around obsessing about what went wrong,
while men just say “alrighty” and move on.
i'll be back,with more pictures,with more posts.. soon kay?
i am recovering from my sickness & work has been taking its toll.
i should always,sometimes think about myself huh?
sigh.
Silence is worse when you know it won't be broken.
People don't want their lives fixed. Nobody wants their problems solved. 
