have you?
Saturday, March 21, 2009 10:10 AM
it's been 3 years since i thought of you,
but for some reason last night you came into my mind.
i remembered how you used to make laugh.
i remembered how you made me feel like the queen of the world.
then i remembered how you were the first boy to make me cry,
and how much you hurt me. then as the tears rolled down my cheeks,
i remembered why i stopped thinking of you.
it's saturday,goddamn it! HAHAHAHA! i am happy!!! (:
it's not always that i get my saturdays off & it's only rare.
today,quality time with my favorite girls & window shopping!
because,yours truly is truly broke & couldn't spend,no!
so.. i guess,today is just food & more food & camwhoring.
hehehehehehehe!
the boy is on morning shift today and he's back to work.
after like 6 days of leave!! *rolls eyes* well,not 6 days..
he applied for 2 days leave in between,the other 4 days is off days.
what the fuck?! so good eh!! tsssk tsssk tsskk.
but time really,really flies.. he's back to work. sigh.
taking my time, i'm trying to leave the memories of you behind.
i'm going to be fine as soon as i get your picture out of my mind.
i want to feel the way you make me feel when i'm with you.
i want to be the only hand you need to hold on to.
but every time i call you, you don't have time.
i guess i'll never get to call you mine.
you know why i am up & early in this ungodly hour?!
well,for me it is an ungodly hour. good god!! tsssk!
banglas & mat thailands are painting my block!!
& today,is my part of the window & goddamn it,were they noisy!
they full blast their fucking jonas brothers on their hp,bloody hell!
holy mack! they even know how to listen to jonas brothers?!
good gracious.. i don't even know that! hence,i am up!
the mother of all disturbance... they have to be it?! TSSSK!
but ANIWAYS,i take my leave before everyone of you is bore to death,
by yours truly never endless rackets of talking & more ranting..
like i say,*rolls eyes*,you have to wait for me to die first loh..
or maybe there's a chance,edward cullen will bite me & i'll be his vampire.
and that,i have no time to rant or rave anymore... hehehehe!
or maybe,chuck bass will take me to new york city to live with him!
ahhh... dream on,dream on. well,one can dream right? heh!
i just wish you would call, not to go do anything- just to talk.
i miss hearing your voie every night,
and i guess i just missing you making me smile.
it's been 3 years since i thought of you, 
