honey trap.
Tuesday, April 14, 2009 11:19 AM
life is like a box of crayons. most people are the 8-color boxes,
but what you're really looking for are the 64-color boxes,
with the sharpeners on the back. i fancy myself to be a 64-color box,
though i've got a few missing. it's okay though,
because i've got some more vibrant colors like periwinkle at my disposal.
i have a bit of a problem though in that i can only meet the 8-color boxes.
does anyone else have that problem?
i mean there are so many different colors of life, of feeling, of articulation..
so when i meet someone who's an 8-color box type,
i'm like, "hey girl, magenta!" and she's like,
"oh, you mean purple!" and she goes off on her purple thing,
and i'm like, "no- i want magenta!"
it's a tuesday,my off day like what feels like eternity? crazy,man!
work's been hell! here & there,just a few weeks rest & more hell!!!
crap,i hate being stress about work,and all that comes with it. ):
but whatever it is,i am like left with 2 more days!! AH CRAP!!!
holy mack! time really flies huh? 1 minute,i was like in january..
the next,i'm in APRIL! GODDAMN BLOODY APRIL!!!!!
but despite that,i think i'm ALMOST ready to the next stage..
well,despite me being the crankiest,stubborn,temperamental ever,
i think i'm there to being 20!! UGH,yucks. 20?! puuhhhleaseeee!
i'm still forever 19,remember?! husband?! EDWARD CULLEN?
rings a bell to any of you???? HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
I have noticed that if you look carefully at people's eyes,
the first five seconds they look at you,
the truth of their feelings will shine through for just an instant,
before it flickers away.
happy 33rd month,babe.
thank you for all the times you have been with me.
thank you,for always standing by me despite everything.
and for all the times that i've put you through,you are still here.
you and i know that i can sometimes be very unpredictable,
predictable the next.. but only you babe,can put up with that.
i have my utmost gratitude towards you. i love you,babe.
ANIWAYS,i'll show you people my "new" hair,soon kay? heh!
well.. not new.. maybe today? nah. or maybe after friday kay?
surprise birthday gift,from yours truly. hehehehehehehe!
only n & the boy has seen it... and so far,good compliments! (:
well,you all will see what i am talking about... soon,i promise!
Yes, a heart can hallucinate if it's completely starved for love,
it can even make monsters seem like angels from above.
life is like a box of crayons. most people are the 8-color boxes, 
happy 33rd month,babe. 
