to not let it be what it wanna be.
Wednesday, April 8, 2009 6:11 PM
The saddest things is that people get so used to their image,
they grow attached to their masks.They love their chains.
They forget all about who they really are.
And if you try to remind them,they hate you for it.
They feel like you're trying to steal their most precious possession.
it's a wednesday and i am very cranky right now. for what sake?
i really don't know why,or maybe yes? i didn't get enough sleep yesterday..
sigh. yes,i know it's entirely my fault for not sleeping.
but man,you cannot blame me! THE O.C always have a way with me,dude.
like seriously.... i watched season 3,which i just bought by the way. heh!
i watched the first pack of dvds till like 6 am,in the morning? SIGH!
and i still,am on the verge of completing it,yet.
after ending THE O.C season 2 dvds like last year,i wanted more of them!
you know how i am totally addicted to all this type of shows? hehehe.
gossip girls,the o.c,one tree hill and you can go on and on...
and THE O.C season 3 has the characters who played twilight.
the one who played rosalie hale,jasper hale and james!! *hottie alert*
i tell you,man... cam gigandet has a way with his bad boy looks......!!
Love can tear you apart, and kill you.
But if you're lucky it can put you back together.
today,was actually a day with the boy but seriously,i am so knackered.
6 hours of sleep is really depriving me of my beauty sleep!!!!
and it's really not helping when i am working,the day after my off day. sigh!
my eyes are almost swaying itself to shut,totally but i am enduring it.. i am.
for the sake of the boy,updating my lovely blog,feeding effy and you get it..
it seriously doesn't even help when i'm rambling like this. it worsens.
so,i think i'm gonna go. ta!
I keep wondering where did I go wrong.
Maybe I didn't go wrong at all.
Maybe things are going to turn out the way they're meant to,
and nothing's going to stop them.
Some things are easy to control and work out.
But some things you just have to let go.
So instead of asking why it turned out like this,
i should accept that it is how it is.
There is no way to change it, but I can love it.