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Memories were fine,couldn't touch them
smell them,or hold them.
never same as the moment had been,
and they fade with time.
of stumbling and getting up.
Friday, May 15, 2009 11:37 AM

Too often, the thing you want most is the one thing you can't have.
Desire leaves us heartbroken, it wears us out.
Desire can wreck your life. But as tough as wanting something can be.
The people who suffer the most, are those who don't know what they want."


it's the day,thank god it's friday for most of us.. yes.
and i am glad that i'm recovering from the high fever,thank god.
but,the goddamn flu and coughing is still haunting my life! tssk.
ANIWAYS,i am going to be okay! and this sickness,is going to go away..
heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.


the boy is still sleeping for goodness sakes. -__________-
he has soccer this afternoon & he has promise to spend time with me,
before he goes off for his soccer match. sheeesh. so much for that eh?
hahahaha. but,i have woken him up and he better wake up loh!
i would love to follow him to his soccer match,but look at the weather!
plus,he'll be going inside his workplace to change & bathe...
police cantonment complex oi,malas aku nak masok dalam!


"Some people believe that without history, our lives amount to nothing. At some point we all have to choose: do we fall back on what we know, or do we step forward to something new? It's hard not to be haunted by our past. Our history is what shapes us... what guides us. Our history resurfaces time after time after time. So we have to remember sometimes the most important history, is the history we’re making today."


tomorrow and sunday will be spend working,yes. -___-
i have to work on a goddamn weekends,but it's fine! hahahahaha.
it's been effing long since i met all the people i love at the workplace!
plus,i don't know what happened to my magazines & fiction side.
the thought of the magazines unwrap and the things all upside down.
*shudders* no,no. think positively,eff. yes. positive!


sigh. i think my weight is definitely playing a trick on me. =/
it feels like i'm gaining weight,but it says that i'm losing weight.
ahhh. what the hell. i do not want to care anymore already!!
but,but.. i do not want to end up looking like erlin montel kay.
i'll just watch my diet. hehehehehe. yeah,right. so much for it!
sheeeeeeessssssssssssshhhhhh.


"At the end of a day like this, when so many prayers are answered,
and so many aren’t, we take our miracles where we find them.
We reach across the gap and sometimes, against all odds,

against all logic, we touch."

yours truly;

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madee's babygirl,
you can call me;eff.

reading,writing,screaming,heels,sun,rain,snow.
gossip girl,books,tweeting,procrastinating,love.

MADEE;


The say people come and go.
But the truth is, no one really disappears from your life.
People never really leave, their roles just change.


effcullenbass.



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