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Memories were fine,couldn't touch them
smell them,or hold them.
never same as the moment had been,
and they fade with time.
one last.
Tuesday, May 12, 2009 5:54 PM

"Deep down, everyone wants to believe they can be hardcore.
But being hardcore isn’t just about being tough. It’s about acceptance.
Sometimes you have to give yourself permission to not be hardcore for once.
You don’t have to be tough every minute of every day.
It’s okay to let down your guard.
In fact there are moments when it’s the best thing you can possibly do…
as long as you choose your moments wisely."


it's my last day off today till i get back to work,work! tsssk.
4 days off is a bliss!! 4 days of enjoyment,fun-filled with happiness!
i'll get back to that,later on part of the entry okay?
so,how's your weekends everyone? has it been great? i hope it is!


yesterday,was the day i thought will never come. sigh.
i guess,old habits die hard huh? eff,you never want to learn..
have you ever try to think before you do something?
what will be the consequences? what will happened after that?
think,eff. thinnnkkkk.


Forgive and forget. That’s what they say.
It’s good advice, but it’s not very practical.
When someone hurts us, we want to hurt them back.
When someone wrongs us, we want to be right.
Without forgiveness, old scores are never settled…
old wounds never heal. And the most we can hope for,
is that one day we’ll be lucky enough to forget.



so,to celebrate mother's day this year...




these two are just the sneak preview of the 800 photos i took,that 2 days.
a 3 days 2 night chalet with the whole lot of family that we have...
a successful one,i must add. because of the people who turned up. (:
it's been like a gazillion years since we all last had a gathering like this!
and it's good to see the grown up boys,girls and everyone else..


and in case,you all are wondering why i tagged my little brother ruii as ben,
in facebook and all. hahahahahahaha. there's a story behind it.
old people used to believe that if you keep getting sick last time,
that means your name is too heavy to carry,like my little boy's case..
ruii luthfy,so we decided to call him ben,in short as he loves BEN 10!
cases like my uncles,amerazid,we called him abang boy till now.
my other one was Mus Ismadi been change to abang jas until today..
so,you get the picture right? HEHEHEHEHEHE!


The truth is painful. Deep down, nobody wants to hear it,
especially when it hits close to home.
Sometimes we tell the truth because the truth is all we have to give.
Sometimes we tell the truth because we need to say it out loud to hear it for ourselves.
And sometimes we tell the truth because we just can't help ourselves.
Sometimes, we tell them because we owe them at least that much.

yours truly;

Photobucket

madee's babygirl,
you can call me;eff.

reading,writing,screaming,heels,sun,rain,snow.
gossip girl,books,tweeting,procrastinating,love.

MADEE;


The say people come and go.
But the truth is, no one really disappears from your life.
People never really leave, their roles just change.


effcullenbass.



love notes;


tweet.



dearests;

Atika♥ AyuMe♥ Asmidah♥
Attica♥ Anisz Adam
Ana Ayie Aqila
Amirah Ayeen♥

Basitah* Blink2*

CHINONET♥

Didi dee bontot♥ DiyanaH*

EishaSyg♥ Eha♥ Eika*
Eeqa* Emira♥ Efaah♥
Enilda Eyscha EENA♥
Elyn EEN♥

FadiL Farzanna Faddy
Fizza FaraGerL* FaRa
farisha Fiza

Hwee Sian hidayah♥

InaLaling♥ IqahLULUK♥ IJA
Ifah♥ IdahC♥ Ida♥
Iysha* Iyliee♥ Irah

Jaja Jimmy♥ Jeraldine
Julee

Kynz Kathy

LAA'LAA♥ Liyana Linda
Lily♥

Mirshasha Mazleena♥
MsFitOt Minah♥ Minnie♥
Marina Maria♥ Mai
Myza

niNie♥ Nazhira♥ Nudity Nux*
nysa nanachica♥ Nana♥
Nadera♥ Niz Nadiah*
NurulNeaa Nuruz

Phyza♥ PeiJunn♥

Qiqi QiQi♥

Rabbit♥ Raz♥

Sarah SabbY Shaheila
Sheryl♥ Sheena♥ Shaminah
Sahidah Stark Skarlet♥
SHACUTE Screamcute Shan
Snake Sue♥ Shasha
Syira

Tiara wolfe TiTiVok

Umairah♥ Uda♥

vanoraa

wawakiss♥

yaNNur yaniee*

Zul♥ ZARA♥ Zuleira*
Zee Zaiii




hear it.


yesteryears;