one that got away.
Monday, May 25, 2009 7:11 PM
"The thing people forget is how good it can feel,
when you finally set secrets free.
Whether good or bad, at least they're out in the open, like it or not.
And once your secrets are out in the open,
you don't have to hide behind them anymore.
The problem with secrets is even when,
you think you're in control, you're not."
it was a lovely monday,i guess? lovely wak lu ah eff. hahaha.
but seriously mr sun,stop yourself from burning us too much!
sheesh. i could get heat stroke,one day. sigh,sigh,sigh!
i really,really wish i could move to new york city. hehehe!
too much influence by gossip girl,i think? & speaking of which...
finally,i ended my episodes of gossip girl,last week. it's so sad! ):
the last episode makes me want it more & more & i couldn't wait!
FINALLY,CHUCK BASS YOU MOTHERCHUCKER!!!!! hahahaha.
what took you so long to tell blair you loved her? tsssssskk.
god. i hate the last season,i totally "hate" it when it makes me want more!
I SERIOUSLY CANNOT WAIT FOR SEASON 3 ALREADYY!!!!!!!!!!!
"But the thing is, it’s hard to let go of that fairy tale entirely,
because almost everyone has that smallest bit of faith and hope,
that one day they would open their eyes and it would all come true.
At the end of the day, faith is a funny thing.
It turns up when you don’t really expect it.
It’s like one day you realize that the fairy tale,
is slightly different than your dream.
The castle, well it may not be a castle.
And it’s not so important that it’s happily ever after,
just that it’s happy right now. See, once in a while, once in a blue moon,
people will surprise you. And once in awhile,
people may even take your breath away."
i had a lazy,lazy day today because i am so tired. goddamn tired.
i cannot tahan & i asked for replacement off today. sigh. really.
& tomorrow,is another off day before another 3 days straight work.
and finally then,SATURDAY. off day and the DAY! THAT DAY!
hahahahahahahahahahahaha. *kening naik-naik*
the boy is on night shift today! then again,what's new eh?!
his smell is lingering. sigh. guess these days i'm very needy.
hehehe. i need him too much,i just want him by my side..
but then,it's not NEEDY right? it's call i need him. heh.
well,it sounds the same but the definition certainly isn't...
goodbye,world.
Still sometimes we have to see for ourselves.
We have to make our own mistakes. We have to learn our own lessons.
We have to sweep today's possibility under tomorrow's rug until we can't anymore,
until we finally understand for ourselves like Benjamin Franklin meant.
That knowing is better than wondering, that waking is better than sleeping.
And that even the biggest failure, even the worst most intractable mistake,
beats the hell out of never trying."
"The thing people forget is how good it can feel, 
