foolish in love.
Sunday, June 21, 2009 11:32 AM
I think everyone has a side where they are depressed & unhappy.
Some people ignore it. Some people try to change it.
Some people completely show it & some people, they deal with it.
it's sunday already eh? well,it's back to reality tomorrow! GAH!
i'm really,really dreading it. sigh. back to reality & more topsy turvy!
yes people,if you haven't known,yours truly is back to work tomorrow!
it's been almost like 2 weeks,she hadn't step foot in great world city..
& it's like heaven!! heaven,you know? but it only last for a week & a half. ):
tomorrow,i'm back to being a busy bee like a busy business woman! sheesh.
there's lots of work to be done,i assume. there's ALWAYS work to be done.
i have yet to be updated with the news flash of work,promotions and etc.
so,my guess is,tomorrow,i am being bombarded with lots of things!!!
but,i am being positive after a week & a half of taking a break... POSITIVE!
There's a line drawn between,
the beginning and the end of anything;
and somehow we find hope every time we cross that line.
the boy is back to work,and somehow i missed the times we had.
the 1 whole week of being together,just me & him,day and night. ):
& yesterday,was our last day of freedom together,our last day of victory.
somehow,it lead to us,talking about our future together. i loved future talks.
as much as it scares me,as much as i won't know what's happening later & then,
all i know is that i still wanna be with you,spend the rest of my life with you.
forever is impossible & maybe,never will exist. but with you,that's what i feel.
to now,we are still building this relationship,molding it to be better,not perfect.
no relationships is ever perfect,there's never such thing as a perfect relationship.
but,it's how we mold & build it to be better & try,to make it perfect.
relationships are tough but that doesn't mean that we have to give up on it.
giving up means that we never really treasure it in the first place.
that's what i have learnt,that's what i am still learning,still trying.
i love you,babe. i really do,and all i want is the rest of my life with you..
We spent most of our time talking about nothing,
but I just want to let you know that all of those nothings,
have meant so much more to me than so many somethings.
I think everyone has a side where they are depressed & unhappy. 
the boy is back to work,and somehow i missed the times we had.
