we have our moments,don't we?
Monday, June 15, 2009 1:18 PM
"There's something to be said about a glass half full,
about knowing when to say when.
I think it's more of a floating line, a barometer of need.
Of desire. It's entirely up to the individual, and it depends what's being poured.
Sometimes all we want is a taste. Other times there's no such thing as enough,
the glass is bottomless... all we want is more."
sometimes,i really wish it was skin deep. but no,right? it's what outside,still.
today,when i look myself into the mirror,i see an unbeautiful girl in it.
what with the cellulite's,geees. the face and everything that matters to me..
i somehow,feel inferior. i felt small compared to any other human beings.
& i felt,i am of no use. i am not beautiful. not sexy & surely,not gorgeous.
sighhhhh. why,of all days?
but despite me complaining,i have did my pilates & a fair share of dieting.
i should stop on my junk food & my outrageous chicken intakes. i should!
well,not say stopped. but,cut down on it. at least,eat it for once a week...
and more raw vegetables & fruits. EEEK! i know,i can do it.. HAHAHA.
the boy has at least,advice me on this for a couple of months,
and i simply don't listen,AT ALL! i should be grateful right? yeah,right.
"Pain. You just have to ride it out.
You can only hope it goes away on its own,
hope the wound that caused it heals.
There are no solutions, no easy answers,
you just breath deep and wait for it to subside."
and i think i am literally going insane on phones & other things! haha.
i have now,3 phones actually. LG KS360 which is used by sister,
LG KT610,which is used by yours truly,a phone just like blair's in GG! (:
and a MOTORAZR,just like how serena used in GG! hahahahahaha!!
plus,a quest to save up money & buy either,blackberry bold or E63.
the boy was like,"WHAT THE ****?!" he asked me why i need so much phone!
it simply because,i am fickle minded like that & don't know which to use! =p
plus,i have to really save up for the upcoming months,i have to cut down.
cutting down meaning,lesser clothes,lesser bags & shoes & everything that goes!
sigh. it feels like shit having to live paycheck after paycheck,you get what i mean?
but you know,there's no free lunch in this world. no,goddamn it. there isn't!
"I wish there were a rulebook for intimacy.
Some kind of guide to tell you when you've crossed the line.
It would be nice if you could see it coming,
and I don't know how you fit it on a map.
You take it where you can get it, and keep it as long as you can.
As for rules, maybe there are none.
Maybe the rules of intimacy are something we have to define for ourselves."
"There's something to be said about a glass half full, 
