on the other side.
Saturday, July 11, 2009 3:12 PM
Sometimes you just can't tell someone how you feel.
Not because you don't trust them, and you think they'll think you're weird,
but because you can never really find the right words to make them understand.
it's saturday,bitches!!!! yayyy! i am on my 2 days off on weekends! heee!
alhamdullilah,i am feeling better,i'm up and alive after being sick for 2 days! (:
vitamin c helps alot,trust me. right now,i think i need to take it regularly!
plus,exercise tooo! yeah,right. HAHAHAHAHAHA! *ROLLS EYES*
the boy is working today,it's 3 more days!! i am so mentel like that. heh.
i have already bought for him something,wrote the card,which only left with..
i have a big picture to print,a small cake to buy later,etc.. etc! hahahahaha.
it may be simple & it has to be celebrated earlier because we both,are busy!!!
right. so much for being busy eh? *ROFL* yes what! our schedules clashed!
Anything is possible.
Someone can tell you you have a 90% chance,
a 50% chance,or even a .0001% chance,
but if you don't try,if you don't fight,you get nothing.
right now,i am taking all my strength,my everything to make it happened.
i'm taking a risk here. i am going to need all the courage & support i have..
because,i,for one believe that i can do it. well,a bit. a little tiny one.
there's no point staying when people don't appreciate your hard work!
you slaved,you worked like hell & what did you get? NOTHING! ZILCH.
but the ones who get noticed are who? the bootlickers! the FAVORITES!
damn you all. i do not believe in sucking up like that. NO.
aniways,back to being normal & not angry. hahahahaha. i am insane,i know!
yesterday was certified,my most clumsiest day ever! wait,when i haven't been?!
hahaha. i am the clumsiest,silliest & dumbest ever! haaaarrr deeee haaaarrr!
well,today maybe watching fireworks from changi or east coast? haha.
i do not want to go to town without the boy. -_________-
Sometimes you need a breakdown.
One of those yell at everyone,cry until you fall and can’t breathe,
kind of breakdowns.Then you feel better.
And if you don’t,at least people will know your not okay.
Sometimes you just can't tell someone how you feel. 
