salam ramadhan.
Sunday, August 23, 2009 12:37 PM
They're each other worst habits,after all they've been through.
after all the fights, breakups, and abuse,they still go back to each other.
Old habits are hard to break.
i didn't had a chance to wish all muslims out there,
selamat menyambut ibadat puasa,everyone!! it's the holy month! (:
how time flies,huh? it's already the 2nd day,alhamdullilah.
little miss red hasn't been haunting me yet,i hope not too early.
if possible,i want to fast fully this month. heh.
work's been a hell of a ride. i am still coping,still surviving.
there may be here & there,full of obstacles but i shall make it.
i will make it through this rain,like how mariah carey sings it..
i shall get up again & prove myself,prove to them! I SHALL.
I don't blame you anymore for my unhappiness.
I loved, and I lost, but this bitterness is slowly going away.
i think i really,really need to control my anger. sigh.
it's getting out of hand.. what's happening to me? why god?
why am i easily irritated? scold people for nothing? WHY?!!
i don't want to get old fast,grow into a old hag who loves to nag!
well,i'm not one. i really am not. but why am i like this?!!!
ARGHHHHH. breathe.
dear god,please guide me through this,i'm sure you will.
i'm asking your guidance,to let me through this path i'm going..
ya allah,i know you are testing me & i know life will be better..
Every morning it was the same battle,the same endless fight.
One that she was forced to fight every morning.
One that she would never win. I'll never win with you.
