39th.
Wednesday, October 14, 2009 6:23 PM
The thing about addiction is, it never ends well.
Because eventually, whatever it is that was getting us high,
stops feeling good, and starts to hurt.
Still, they say you don't kick the habit until you hit rock bottom.
But how do you know when you are there?
Because no matter how badly a thing is hurting us, sometimes,
letting it go hurts even worse.
my 2nd day off before tomorrow,because it's the last day!!!! ))):
boohooo. time flies very fast. i hate it,i hate it. please freeze the time.
sigh. facebook is annoying the hell out of me,lagging shits. seriously.
jeez. it seems that facebook has already became my life. HAHA.
the boy and i,we had a wonderful celebration together. heeeee. ((:
more,to be elaborate at my lj. i'm glad the boy love my presents..
and he was smiling,smiling & smiling my favorite smileeeeeeeeeee.
i'm so elated that i made his 21st birthday an unforgettable one!
I want to look up at the stars for answers.
Because they know me best.
happy 39th,you. we have come to the month,yet again.
and here we are still,holding on and going on strong for each other.
my love for you still remains the same,stronger everyday it seems.
people say,after they reach a certain time,love will fade... but,no.
we may be naive at some points of time,but i believe we can go through.
39 months,i still have butterflies in my stomach whenever you smile.
i still feel that like a part of me is missing when i don't see you for a day.
when i don't see you for 3 days & then i saw you after,i feel like it's the first time.
this may be mushy,or whatever you may want to say but i love you.
i love you,despite everything we have gone through. i still love you.
and i will continue to love you,till the end of time. xoxo.
Loss: something inevitable and indescribable.
Leaving you without hope, and without love.
The thing about addiction is, it never ends well.
happy 39th,you. we have come to the month,yet again.
