embracing a new year.
Tuesday, December 29, 2009 11:56 AM
It seems like the simplest concept.
Just push everyone away, & you'll never get hurt.
However, the simplest isn't always the most effective.
it's another day,another antiquity. but somehow,i am not ready.
but i'm trying to have faith,because without faith,we have nothing.
the other side of things,i am going to be embracing a new year,2010.
by april,i'll be 21. the key to life. the day i'll no longer be a "teenager"
but hey,one can be young at heart.. can they? hehehehehe. (:
a part of me,as ready it is to grasp 2010 as it came by,i'm scared.
i'm blanched overseeing the future,daunted over what will happen..
but like they say,live in the present and don't fright over the future.
because,you'll never know. no one can predict the future. no one,eff.
If you don't go through the hard times,
you don't appreciate how good you really have it.
as good as i want to have allegiance in myself,in the incoming year,
i can not ostracize of what i am going to be facing but i shall prohibit it.
i am still young,still pubescent and insyallah,i have good things ahead of me.
because god never fails. he helps you when you're in need & he's always there.
dear allah,i know you'll be there by my side. always.
i,sometimes,feel like shrinking,felt like withering,like a dead flower..
i can be up,full of energy that immerse through me but at one time,
i can just dwindle and fall. weaken and weaken by the thought of it.
An arrow can be shot only by pulling it backward.
So when life is dragging you back with difficulties,
it means that it's going to launch you into something great.
It seems like the simplest concept. 
