forgiving yourself.
Sunday, December 27, 2009 11:54 AM
i believe that it isn't always enough to be forgiven by others,
you have to forgive yourself first.
i want to thank dear iyliee for all those encouraging yet inspiring quotes.
it gets to me,somehow. it just invades my mind & made me think for a sec.
forgiveness always starts by asking others for their forgiveness,but,
it always has to start with yourself first & that's what i hadn't been able to.
it's a matter of exculpation,eff.. you have to start with you.
it's a cooling,breezy and appeasing afternoon,don't you all think so?
i woke up to having the blanket right up to my nose,even though,
i am kind of wearing a pj. what? you may say.. this,you still want snow?
lol. i still want snow & i literally can imagine myself with all that snow.. ((:
it's tolerably alleviating.. peace. and i would love some of that.
You were that breath of fresh air in my life,
and maybe that's why I'm finding it so hard to breathe now.
it's a sunday and somewhat,i don't feel like a "normal sunday",you know?
my more or less sunday is filled with fun,laughters,if not similar like that..
but now,all i have is staying at home,minding my own business. but so what?
i,to a certain extent,just love staying home,sometimes,or most of the times. :p
i still am planning something for new year's eve because,i'm gonna be alone. ):
anyone wanna adopt me for that particular day? lol. "sounds like desperation."
passably,i hope that plan will worked out & that i will at least have some fun. :p
i realized something.. i love the :p emoticon. i canonize it more in msn.. haha!
i keep ending my sentence with a :p if i meant to tease,or just being funny. LOL.
It's such a lie that you should do what's in your heart.
If we all did what was in our hearts, the world would come to a halt.
anywise,i have conceivably maybe feeling a lot better than days ago,i think?
i'm still trying,still disputing this martyr pain of myself with oneself.
but i'll get better,i will. allah is always there for me,he's always there...
and i believe that i can actually keep going on,even when i can't.
thank you,iyliee. somehow or somewhat,we have a connection to feelings...
xoxo.
The saddest things is that people get so used to their image,
they grow attached to their masks. They love their chains.
They forget all about who they really are.
And if you try to remind them, they hate you for it.
They feel like you're trying to steal their most precious possession.
i believe that it isn't always enough to be forgiven by others,
