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Memories were fine,couldn't touch them
smell them,or hold them.
never same as the moment had been,
and they fade with time.
if i love you..
Tuesday, December 1, 2009 5:54 PM

Don't waste your time regretting all your wrongs.
Know that in the end, you'll get what your heart longs.
Try not to risk it all; don't stumble; don't fall.
Take the time to read the writings on the wall.
Hold your head high; don't be afraid to say goodbye.


it's been a while since my latest update. heh. well,here i am though. (:
guess i'm not used to my lappy,or too much doing researching. lol.
life's been here & there. still finding my solace in things. peace.
i do not deny that it is tough. it is taking it's toll on me,but not gonna give up.
i'm still going to stand strong,be determined and find a way. i will.


tomorrow,i would be going on a holiday! yipeee! except,with the IL.
well,kinda awkward & i would be restraining myself often. HAHAHA.
i'm kind of nervous,scared and everything mixed all together.. my first kay!
& i'm gonna meet his aunts,uncles and blah blah blah. dang.
kuala lumpur,cameron highlands,perak... wow. best! heeeeeee.


Stay true and be you. do everything there is to do.
Live life to the fullest and never look back -
There is a reason for the future and a reason for the past.
Love til it hurts; laugh til you cry.


in the meanwhile,today was just gossip girl marathon all the way! :P
since the new ep of season 3 is not air yet,i relived season 2... heeeee.
i just couldn't get enough of CHUCK BASS! kinda miss him being the villain..
but season 3,he's been more charming,more handsome,more romantic!!!!!
and to say,super sexy and hell sweetness!!!!! YUMMMMYYYYYLICIOUS!


i have not been rotting at home,kinda get into business,more like it?
been writing,been doing articles for true blood! i'm officially a beginner writer.
i'll give you guys the link when i get better & not lamer when i write... HAHA.
also,been researching so much on certain internet marketing & such.
see? it's not all it seems to be. I AM NOT ROTTING AT HOME.


And when your life flashes before you die,
Be happy for what you've done,
Be happy for what you've overcome,
And most of all, be proud of what you've become.


in the meantime,i shall pack up my bags to get ready to leave,tomorrow!
i can't believe it's december already! *GROANS* oh,btw,HAPPY DECEMBER!
i know,i know. tell me about it! it all seems so fast. we're saying goodbye to 2009!
it's going to be 2010... my god! it's only yesterday that i'm embracing 09. sigh.
guess that time really flies without us noticing it or either way...


no matter what,i'm ready to welcome the new year,not. well,just not yet.
let me reminisce and see what i have done in 2009 & look upon it..
i will pray that 2010 will be a start of something new,something old.
hello december,let's roll.


I live in notes and photographs
and everything I'm holding back
but you're the words that weren't enough.

yours truly;

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madee's babygirl,
you can call me;eff.

reading,writing,screaming,heels,sun,rain,snow.
gossip girl,books,tweeting,procrastinating,love.

MADEE;


The say people come and go.
But the truth is, no one really disappears from your life.
People never really leave, their roles just change.


effcullenbass.



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dearests;

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Ana Ayie Aqila
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yesteryears;