to love and honour.
Saturday, December 12, 2009 11:55 AM
I can't force your feelings, I can't make you love me if you don't.
Sure we both can pretend, but that would be anything but fair.
today is 12/12/2009. i wish i could just speed the time to 12/12/12. ((:
but then again,just let me enjoy these few moments of my life. heeeeee.
today's saturday & i'm feeling loads better maybe cos,we're going swimming..
HAHA. i haven't been swimming for ages & i don't have a swimsuit! GREAT.
grrrr,i wish i could just wear shorts & t-shirt like at malaysia. booohooo.
sigh. the boy just came back from his night shift & obviously,snoring now!
he says that around 2pm,he would wake up.. well,let's see okay? i doubt it!
right now,all i want is to update before my internet gets cut off. dang.
plus,it's a nice date aniways... hehehehehehe. :P
You can close your eyes for the things you don't want to see,
you can cover your ears for things you don't want to hear.
You can shut your mouth and act like you don't know,
but you can't deny what was really there.
2 more days to our.. 41st! i guess,time just flies.. it really does.
but alhamdullilah,our relationship is still going on strong & it will.
i haven't bought him anything cos i am broke! HAHA. sigh sigh sigh.
i guess,i would make something custom made,with love and care. heeee.
a card,something,something.. i failed at creativity,if you wanna know...
i've got an interview on monday,it's part time & i guess,i shall try it first.
for the mean time before i found a better paying one,why not right?
at least,there's money in my bank rather than zilch. so,why not go for it?
i'm not some rich born spoil brat with fathers paying for everything!
*ROLLS EYES* i'm not jealous,just don't show off this & that.. please.
your FATHER worked for it,NOT YOU. tsssskkkkk!
Shower the people you love with love,
show them the way that you feel.
I can't force your feelings, I can't make you love me if you don't. 
