before we say goodbye.

Saturday, January 2, 2010 8:46 PM

The bad thing about falling to pieces is that it hurts.
The good thing about it is that once you're lying there in shards,
you've got nothing left to protect, and so you have no reason not to be honest.

it's 2nd of january,2010. it feels different,i feel odd. though,it's kind of fast.
it's a new year & however i'm welcoming it,it still feels too hurried.
i still couldn't believe that right now,my calendar is of new moon 2010. :p
my cristiano ronaldo 2009 calendar is wrapped all nicely & has been put away.
let's stop talking about 2009,shall we? it's a new year,new beginnings.

and even to that,i still find that something is amiss & that i'm missing some things.
for that,i have no answer to it right now or maybe never? im hoping for a start.
i have to commence myself to stop hiding from life & actually,living it..
because eff,you know it & you have been telling yourself,that life is short.
and you can't waste it away just because you're hurt,you're not up to it.
eff,you have to start now or never.

I've been thinking a lot lately about taking chances,
and how it's really just about overcoming your fears.
Because the truth is, every time you take a big risk in your life,
no matter how it ends up, you're always glad you took it.

lately,i have been thinking a lot bout my future and everything that comes with it.
i feel that as though i'm living some kind of fantasy,hoping that it would exist.
i have to keep reminding myself that this isn't a fairytale & i'm not a princess.
and if i don't initiate it now,i won't be anywhere,i won't be where i want it to be.
live it right now,this moment,this time.

you have forgiven yourself,yes. but without delay,you have to learn to accept.
the road to acceptance,eff. remember that.. and remember you'll be fine.
remember that making mistakes are fine,just don't repeat them.

Set your standards high and never settle for less.
Believe in yourself no matter what,
but don't worry if you stray because,
the most important thing is that you've learned along the way.
Take all you've become to be all that you can be.
Soar high above the clouds, and let your dreams be set free.