darkest hour.
Tuesday, January 5, 2010 3:31 PM
Cause it's a bittersweet symphony this life.
Try to make ends meet, you're a slave to money then you die.
I'll take you down the only road I've ever been down, you know,
the one that takes you to the places where all the veins meet, yeah.
it's the 5th of january and somehow,i'm kinda feeling troubled & unsettled..
well,to cheer me up... i'm watching gossip girl over & over again. gg marathon!!
since the brand new episode will only air on march bloody eight of twenty ten.
pfftt pffftt. it's kinda long & i am already missing chuck bass. heeeeee heeeeee.
plus the drama of serena,nate,rufus & lily... omgggggnesss! ))):
speaking of which,i have been extremely excelling in healing myself.
and i am onto the road of losing weight,that to speak of. haarr deee haarrrr.
it has,i suppose,been going on quite well since i started on a basic diet.. first.
eat a portion of rice for just a day,the rest of the day just small meals & fruits.
well,i hope i could keep to that & insyallah,i lose weight in about 3 months!!
at least,10-15 kg in 3 months,serena van der woodsen body. hehehehe. :p
Maybe he doesn't love me anymore... Maybe he's moved on.
But he'll never completely move on, and neither will I.
Because like it or not, we're part of each others lives.
And no matter what, we'll always remember..
like i said earlier,i'm on a gossip girl marathon today & i never got tired. heh.
only my dvd player and my lappy who has to keep loading for the episodes. :p
and i really,really loathe megavideo! which seems to sucks & totally unreliable!
because,it always pause at the good parts & pop up,your time has expired!
bloody hell! i didn't know watching videos has an expiry.. nut tart! pfffttt.
oh great! now,my most reliable source of watching gossip girl online,
has finally decided to cease itself & add megavideo as it's default streaming..!!!
what the hell? i only have season 1,season 2 & half of season 3 on dvd.. FUCK!
oh god. i hate this. i really,really dislike when these things are happening.. )):
That's all I ask of you...
That you'll be there to hold my hand and catch my tears.
That you'll spare me the bitter judgment of society.
I just want something that's based off of two hearts...
not two hearts and the world.
Cause it's a bittersweet symphony this life.
