the hardest thing.
Sunday, January 3, 2010 9:28 PM
Never let anyone fall for you,
when you know there's someone else in your heart and mind.
oh i think almost the whole loads of people are watching spiderman! heeee.
and i think,watching it over & over again,doesn't tire me with the storyline.
plus,they have some meaningful,inspirational words that hit right through.
and the thing that zap right through me and it does make sense,always,
"start by doing the hardest thing,you forgive yourself." it's true.
i'm currently on my lappy and a couple of things ran through my subconscious.
run by leona lewis is currently on repeat,it does sip into me & made me think...
there are many things left unsaid,things i never get in as much to people,
i don't want it to repeat.. i wanna make it more prominent,not as the last.
i will be more surpassing. i would not repeat the mistakes i wish i hadn't make.
That’s the thing about letting old lovers go.
You don’t stop loving some of them.
There are a couple you love no less than you ever did.
You’re not gonna try and make it work again,
but if they needed you, you’d drop everything.
i had a crazy thought but i don't think it's insane or whether i'm in my right mind.
i want to do something good for the world,something that benefits me..
i would want to change the world,even a little bit. like i said in my previous entry..
i want to save mother earth. the children that are suffering.. the war.
like how i told i wanted to be an activist,i still want to... been pondering a lot.
i have been researching quite a few lately,been on the environmental issues,world.
the sustainability of what we used to have,wars,wildlife & issues like that..
i just want to travel around the world to convey a message,to help everyone.
i want to make a difference. even if it's a wee bit,it's still something.
i know you may think that i'm crazy.. but right now,i am sane. i feel it.
somehow,somewhat,i know i will get there.
It's just a horrible,
uneasy feeling to say goodbye,
to someone you care about that much.
Never let anyone fall for you, 
