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Memories were fine,couldn't touch them
smell them,or hold them.
never same as the moment had been,
and they fade with time.
regrets.
Sunday, January 24, 2010 12:15 PM

And though it's been so long, I can't ever seem to forget.
All it takes is a song, and I could swear I hear your steps down the hall.
It echoes a past that leaves an ache. It's never left because I gave you my best.


it's a sunday already!! pffttt. i loathe sundays,because tomorrow,is monday! tssk.
and i just sent the boy to the clinic,just now. he has throat infection. awww,poor thing.
more like,"serves you right ah!" he's sick,and yet,he's smoking profusely. sigh!
he told me.. the fags are the "medicine" yeah right. *snorts* i ought to kick his ass!
since when did he ever listen to me about cutting down on the fags? NEVER.


the family has gone for wedding reception somewhere in the east.. not bothered to go. -_-
i reckon i'm just lazy to put on make up with the weather like this?! pfffttt. just no!
"IT NEVER SNOWS" the boy will always get this whining from me,every single day. lol!
i assume he's already used to it,will always shakes his head and ignore me. tssskkkkkkkk!
he forevermore gets constant nagging & whining about me,wanting to live in new york.
heh. lol. poor boy.. perpetually being nagged at.. and still,he stands by me. hahahahaha!


Goodbyes make you think.
They make you realize what you have, what you've lost,
and what you've taken for granted.


i am officially being declared a tumblr addict. i reblog like a mofo. hahahaha. i likeee! :)
and since,like right now,i have nothing in mind or mostly,free time and whatever nots,
i shall have a gossip girl marathon..!! like,again,eff? it's been 3 or 4 weeks,i believe? heh.
the boy randomly said,if there was a contest on memorizing the scenes,scripts & everything,
i would surely win hands down! hahahaha! tssk! supportive,much? lol. i think,i would. hah!
the boy,without exception,is the one who knew me too well. heeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. :p


tomorrow,it's 25th of january and without we noticing,it's going to be the end of january.
time really,really does flies,eh? then february,march,april... *shudders* gahh... 21!!! =/
no,no no. *inhale,exhale* i am forever 19.. yes,always forever 19. heh. edward cullen.
no one... no one.... shall remind me that i'm turning old,soon. getting married & gahh!!! pffftt. i suppose,you all just have to wait for 3 years before i get hitched.. insyallah. maybe earlier,who knows? god willing,if there's fate... and rezeki. insyallah kay? heeeee.

Why is it that the kindest words can bring you to tears?
Why is it that we can't be brave until we have fears.

yours truly;

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madee's babygirl,
you can call me;eff.

reading,writing,screaming,heels,sun,rain,snow.
gossip girl,books,tweeting,procrastinating,love.

MADEE;


The say people come and go.
But the truth is, no one really disappears from your life.
People never really leave, their roles just change.


effcullenbass.



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