the things you fell for.
Friday, January 8, 2010 3:49 PM
eventually you just have to realize,
that you're living for an audience of one.
you're not here for anyone else's approval.
tgif! yes,thank god it's friday! right now,i kinda like fridays.. don't ask me why! :p
but i think,it's a feeling of having the weekends free to myself since i'm still jobless.
lol. that doesn't sum much of fun! jeez, it makes me look pathetic. oh,whatever..
but today,this friday,after a long walk to cck from bp & back again,with the boy,
kinda sums up to me missing long walks with him like we did last few years.. :)
i have been watching a lot of news lately & god,i get so depressed sometimes. )):
the wars,terrorism,racism,killing of animals & such.. environmental issues. sigh.
it just gets to me,like right now. like any other normal day where i watched it.
i think the passion is burning hell of a sensation inside me right now. it does.
and i really want to save the world,make a difference & do something out there!
Sometimes you’re afraid to become a couple because you’re afraid,
of losing what you already have with that person.
But life is all about risks and it requires you to jump.
Don’t be a person who has to look back,
and wonder what they could have had.
No one waits forever.
i have been watching season 2 of true blood since season 3 is not out yet. ):
plus,waiting for gossip girl is unnerving. really,really.. i want it so badly. jeez.
and besides that,i have been doing alot of researching & studying & jotting down.
i feel that i want to really do this. i want to fight for a difference in this world.
something that i have passion in,something good. it's a honorable thing,right?
my back has been killing me. more like my posture,i guess? i feel like a hunchback.
i shouldn't be slouching,i know. great. sit up straight & posture,boobs out. HAHA!
what the fuck? i can never,ever sit up straight or walk with a posture like that!! :p
You want to know what happiness is?
It's waking up in the middle of the night,
shifting under the blankets and,
feeling the heart of the person next to you.
You turn around and see them in their most peaceful, innocent,
and vulnerable state. They breathe as though the weight of the world,
lies on anyone’s shoulders but their own.
You smile and kiss their face in the gentlest manner so as not to wake them.
You turn back and an involuntary grin forms on your face.
You feel an arm wrap around your waist,
and you know it doesn't get any better than this.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SAYANG!!!!
you have yet,turn a year older! heee heee heee. congratulations! :p
a year older means you're getting close to marriage! muahahahaha. kidding!
may today brings you a lot more joy,happiness and every good things.. :D
you know i am always here,for you. never far. always a phone call away.
that you don't have to think twice in confiding in me,or anything at all...
i will always love you,today,tomorrow,any other day of forever. love love.
i reckon,after the book that i'm reading now,i will take a real short nap. heee.
or maybe,i will dream of something so i can finish on a story that i am at. lol!
i feel so lethargic,so tired and worn out.. i simply need a break from everything.
maybe a short holiday would be great but then again,who am i kidding?
i'm not some kind of a freaking billionaire! haaaarrr deeee haaarrrr!
the only reason we hold back is because,
we think we have an endless amount of chances
or that there will ALWAYS be one more time.
but as time disappears into the past and life goes on,
those chances will run out, and you`ll either LIVE,
with eternal happiness for being brave,
or eternal regret for holding back.
eventually you just have to realize,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SAYANG!!!! 
