Do not be fooled by its common place appearance.
Like so many things, it is not what's outside,
but what is inside that counts.
so,i haven't been updating,much.. yeah, i know. but i have been busy with tumblr! heh.
try having tumblr and you know how much it distracts you,worse than facebook! :)
it's like,even for 5 minutes,i couldn't be left out from tumblr,it consumes me too much!!
for 5 minutes lost,i have abandoned like 50 plus posts by my amazing followers and,
the ones who i follow. i follow 392 people,btw.. that's why my dashboard too clogged!
life's been pretty much tolerable though i need to really buck up & just move on with life.
but i just couldn't face it though. i have tried and it backfires. it shows how much i'm weak.
however,i don't want to be vulnerable & show them that i can't get on with this. i shouldn't.
i must not expose that side of me,that convinced that who i really am right now. :(((
i have to be driven to out maneuver this phase i'm going through & stand tall again.
To love someone doesn't mean to force a commitment.
Sometimes you just have to be satisfied with whatever connection you have,
as long as it stays.
i want to write my deepest feelings here but too afraid to let anyone come close to me..
after all,this is my public blog.. and i have a private livejournal one where i pour it all out.
or alternatively,i have my dear diary,in an old fashioned way where i write in it,and i still,
wrote in it... pouring out my little wishes,my deepest darkest secrets where no one knows.
and i love my little black diary. i truly adored it. i kept it safe,i kept it wisely..
it's already the 9th of february.. have you ever think that life passes by so quickly?
soon,it'll be march then april then it goes on & on,till another new year comes & go again.
that's why,we must always live like we have to die tomorrow. we'll never know,won't we?
i am now,waiting for the boy to get home.. and then,i'm going for my monthly eyebrow shaping.
it's been almost 2 months & i think it's getting bit untidy... pffftt. bushy. i hate when it grows!
The best feeling in the world is realizing you're perfectly happy,
without the thing you thought you needed most.
