“I realize now that when your heart breaks,
you got to fight like hell to make sure you’re still alive.
Because you are and that pain you feel that’s life.
The confusion and fear;
that’s there to remind you that somewhere out there something is better.
That something is worth fighting for. As we strain to grasp the things we desire,
the things that we think will make our lives better,we ignore what truly matters -
the simple things. Like friendship, family and love.
Yes, loosing your hearts desire is tragic,
but gaining your hearts desire is all you can hope for. "
it's been a long time,hasn't it? my last post was february & now,it's 9th march of year '10.
time really flies and it's scary as it goes by... the disasters that we kept hearing of & such.
the latest would be the earthquake in turkey with a magnitude of 6.0. let's pray for them.
i think these things that are happening,god is giving us a sign. god is telling us something.
he can do anything,give us any disasters he wants at any point of time without warning.
the reason i've not been around here much,is because when i signed up for tumblr..
i tell ya,tumblr is bloody hell addictive and when i end up on tumblr,it's usually for hours!!
when i'm on tumblr,everything else is irrelevant! hahahahahaha. it really is. :p
but that's like an escape from the reality and sometimes,it works. only it never lasts.
try to sign up for tumblr,gain followers,follow awesome people,make friends and then,
will you get why i neglect other important things in my daily life. :D
"We all want to be loved…to be happy. So why aren’t we?
Because we’ve become experts at sabotaging our own happiness.
Feeling like victims, when in fact it’s the choices we make, the bad habits,
the vices, the inability to show love and compassion.
These are the things that tear us down. We’re not victims.
We’re assassins when it comes to love and happiness."
even though it's been reported for a hell of a weather throughout till may,i believe that,
god will certainly gives us rain and will not let us suffer for long. like right now,it's raining.
it's just god's little gifts to us,for those who remembers to be grateful to him. i reckon? :)
i have found peace,alhamdullilah. i guess it's because i neglected him too much & i forgot.
i forgot that he would always be there for his subjects,just always remember him.
come next month,*groans*,the month that i have been dreading. oh yes! 21!!! *rolls eyes*
i'm never aging,i tell you. i'm forever 19 & don't anyone dare tell me that i am an adult!!!
i have been complementing and i still haven't come up with anything until today!!!
it's a month away & i am going crazy,planning for it... since there's nowhere more to do.
well,if by last resort,i shall make it sweet and just within my budget means. :)
"This is why you should never, ever get your hopes up.
This is why you should see the glass as half empty.
So when the whole thing spills, you aren’t as devastated."
