There's a fine line between lover and friend;
Reality and pretend;
hello and goodbye smile and cry;
what you wanted and what you got being together and not.
it's nice to know,coming back here and people tells you that they miss your entries.
truth to be told,i miss ranting out,voicing out my opinions and such. and i miss secrets..
the little secrets that i only rave at my lj where certain friends are allowed to read.
i guess,tumblr happens. and when it happened,this is what you get.. a missing me. :D
but nevertheless,i'll be back here often enough than you know. i'll keep updating,promise!
i reckon turning 21 brings me to nostalgia. since when did we get so old,eh? pffftt. time.
time is a really precious thing. one,that you can never turn back no matter how you tried.
as you can see for yourself,it's already the end of April. it's going to be the end of yet,
another month. and may's coming. before you know it,december will be here. and then,boom!
it's 2011. another new year. you get what i'm trying to convey here,yes? yes. that's right.
optimistic people are here to keep the pessimistic people from wallowing in misery.
pessimistic people are here to remind the optimistic of a little fact called reality.
i'm slowly getting my life back on track. baby steps,baby steps. it will soon be a full blast.
and i will finally be myself again! not that i'm not myself now.. but just with a little bit of life.
and it will marked,almost 5 1/2 months that i haven't been shopping! GOOD LORD!
5 whole months?! how did i survive with that?! simple. wallowing myself in self-pity.
reminding myself that i haven't got any bucks to spend & that i need to snap back to reality!
soon soon. maybe after june,my life will officially get back on track. insyallah,it will.
the trip to redang will be just what i need! yes,redang in june! CLEAR BLUE WATER!!!!!!!!
and if nothing else occurs,in december,i'll be going to USA for my cousin's wedding!! :)
PLEASE,PLEASE,PLEASE! LET IT HAPPEN! even if it's new hampshire,I'M HAPPY!
at least,i get to step into USA IN WINTER! WINTER!!!!! her winter wedding! awwww,bless!
kay. i have to save enough money for the flight and shopping! yayyyyy! let it happen!
everything changes for a reason, and if something wasn't meant to change,
then you'll end up fixing it, otherwise it was meant to change.
