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Memories were fine,couldn't touch them
smell them,or hold them.
never same as the moment had been,
and they fade with time.
stay.
Monday, June 28, 2010 10:34 PM

i've made a lot of mistakes,
but the worst one was thinking that the person,
who hurt me the most would never hurt me again.


So,well. I've decided to update again! So wow wee! woooo. I think I'm in the mood.
well. i haven't been updating using capital letters,only small letters and such throughout.
i think it depends on my mood and usually,it's my lazy lazy mood. so,here i am. heh.
to talk about my trip all around malaysia! one word,AWESOME! It was so loved! :D

well,for now,i am doing exceptionally alright,to say the least. at least i'm fine.. for the time being.
still jobless,that is the downside of having the life right now. but that would soon change.
i can not forever be jobless and plus,puasa is coming soon. and so is HARI RAYA! -_-

there aren't very many people in this world who can give you butterflies;
so when you find someone who can never let them go.

so... pictures. well,some of them. the rest are in facebook! feast your eyes. :)



























i totally fell in love with the sunsets,sunrises and the stars at night! It was totally extraordinary!
i experienced the whole sky filed with stars,it's like you can't turn off the light!!!
i was so happy and elated and i slept with a big wide smile etched on my face. i was truly blissed.
i love nature and i love god's nature to all of us.. even the creatures.. speaking of which.. heh.
i dived. i snorkeled. it was truly amazing! THE SHARKS! THE STING RAYS! THE TURTLES!

it was the most astounding thing i have ever seen in my whole entire 21 years of living!!
i was flabbergasted! i cried while in the waters?! can you believe that?! it's one of my passion!
i want to be a marine biologist and save animals and to be somewhere near animals... heh.
something,i can never want to do more than anything else. i would love to do that. i love it.

I think the best time to say that you already found the right one,
is when you stop looking for more.

the next holiday,would hopefully to USA,in December if time and money permits that is.
my cousin's getting married and it's winter and hopefully,SNOW! SNOW! MY DREAM! :D
but,i don't know. i need to save up for the flights and well,the flight mostly! hahahaha.
it's not impossible and i will want to reach USA! I DON'T FREAKING CARE THE MONEY!
i have,exactly,4 and a half months to save for the trip... GO ME! xoxo.

The confusion and the fear.
That's there to remind you that somewhere out there is something better,
and that something is worth fighting for.

yours truly;

Photobucket

madee's babygirl,
you can call me;eff.

reading,writing,screaming,heels,sun,rain,snow.
gossip girl,books,tweeting,procrastinating,love.

MADEE;


The say people come and go.
But the truth is, no one really disappears from your life.
People never really leave, their roles just change.


effcullenbass.



love notes;


tweet.



dearests;

Atika♥ AyuMe♥ Asmidah♥
Attica♥ Anisz Adam
Ana Ayie Aqila
Amirah Ayeen♥

Basitah* Blink2*

CHINONET♥

Didi dee bontot♥ DiyanaH*

EishaSyg♥ Eha♥ Eika*
Eeqa* Emira♥ Efaah♥
Enilda Eyscha EENA♥
Elyn EEN♥

FadiL Farzanna Faddy
Fizza FaraGerL* FaRa
farisha Fiza

Hwee Sian hidayah♥

InaLaling♥ IqahLULUK♥ IJA
Ifah♥ IdahC♥ Ida♥
Iysha* Iyliee♥ Irah

Jaja Jimmy♥ Jeraldine
Julee

Kynz Kathy

LAA'LAA♥ Liyana Linda
Lily♥

Mirshasha Mazleena♥
MsFitOt Minah♥ Minnie♥
Marina Maria♥ Mai
Myza

niNie♥ Nazhira♥ Nudity Nux*
nysa nanachica♥ Nana♥
Nadera♥ Niz Nadiah*
NurulNeaa Nuruz

Phyza♥ PeiJunn♥

Qiqi QiQi♥

Rabbit♥ Raz♥

Sarah SabbY Shaheila
Sheryl♥ Sheena♥ Shaminah
Sahidah Stark Skarlet♥
SHACUTE Screamcute Shan
Snake Sue♥ Shasha
Syira

Tiara wolfe TiTiVok

Umairah♥ Uda♥

vanoraa

wawakiss♥

yaNNur yaniee*

Zul♥ ZARA♥ Zuleira*
Zee Zaiii




hear it.


yesteryears;