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Memories were fine,couldn't touch them
smell them,or hold them.
never same as the moment had been,
and they fade with time.
born this way.
Monday, May 2, 2011 6:17 PM

“Every relationship is a journey. And no journey is safe.
The best you can do is find a companion you care to make the trip with.”

hello,dearest blogspot. how have you been doing? well,i suppose? don't think so.
i apologized that i haven't been able to update you for the longest time,eh?
to think, you may think that i'm neglecting you now that i have much responsibilities? NO.
i just can't seem to time into updating you,even if it's just for a bit. i'm lost,somehow.
hope that i'm not too melancholic to be updating now and then,aye. '

how's life has been for all of you? for me,it's stagnant. i don't know what i've been doing.
i thought i can do this on my own but something deep inside of me is bursting. soon.
this blog brings a lot of memories. too much till i can't breathe. but i can't seem to let go.
closing down this blog means that i'm erasing all those memories of you and me.
i'm not willing to do that,just yet. maybe when i'm ready. or maybe,never at all.

“You know how when you were a little kid and you believed in fairy tales,
that fantasy of what your life would be, white dress,
prince charming who will carry you away to a castle on a hill.
You would lie in bed at night and close your eyes,
and you had complete and utter faith.
Santa Claus, the tooth fairy, prince charming;
they were so close you could taste them but eventually you grow up.
One day you open your eyes and the fairy tale disappears.
Most people turn to the things and people they can trust.
But the thing it it`s hard to let go of that fairy take entirely,
because almost everyone has that smallest bit of hope, of faith,
that one day they will open their eyes and it will come true.”

fairytale do happened,don't they? look at Kate & Prince William. they're married,after all.
and she was just a commoner,and him,a prince. look at where they are now.
married. and soon,possibly,with kids and it's a complete family. awwww. :)
seeing the royal wedding bring tears to my eyes. knowing that i won't have the fairytale.
that i won't get married & have beautiful kids. i really,really wish for that. :(
sigh. all hope is lost.

i hate justin bieber truly but i liked one of his songs! oh dear god,what has the world turn into?
"That should be me." is playing on repeat. forgive me god,for i have sinned with Bieber.
i need to go for a facial soon. or i risk looking with scars. i miss my old flawless face.
blame on the product that i used two months back that led to my face like this. :(
i have really,really sensitive skin. i can't use anything at all. not anything.
okay. i'll update soon when i have the time,lovelies. xoxo;

“Those who have hurt you in the past,
can not continue to hurt you now unless you hold on to the pain through resentment.
Past is past! Nothing will change it. You are only hurting yourself with your bitterness.
For your own sake, learn from it, and then let it go.”

yours truly;

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madee's babygirl,
you can call me;eff.

reading,writing,screaming,heels,sun,rain,snow.
gossip girl,books,tweeting,procrastinating,love.

MADEE;


The say people come and go.
But the truth is, no one really disappears from your life.
People never really leave, their roles just change.


effcullenbass.



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