Drowning.
Sunday, October 7, 2007 12:12 PM
I bet you didn't know that I am terrified of the dark.
And that everytime I think of you, I smile.
I bet you don't know that I hate thunderstorms,
but I love dancing in the rain.
Or how much I laugh with my friends,
or how much I truly enjoy being happy.
I bet you don't know how many tears,
I've cried, just for you.
Or how much I doubt myself, everyday.
I bet you don't know how ticklish I am.
Or how I can't make decisions.
Or how it drives me crazy when you look into my eyes.
I bet you didn't know that I would do anything to be with you.
But mostly,I bet you didn't know,
How much I love you.
I'm telling myself again & again,
that i can fight this.
But it seems that i just can't.
Something inside me is telling me,
"Just let go."
You know that it's killing you inside.
Still,you held on. Why?
It has been a month or two since,
I last saw your face.
That smile that always made me feel right at home.
I try to tell myself that I don't miss you,
and I'm getting pretty good at it overtime.
It's just at night, staring up at the starless sky,
with tears down my cheeks,
I know it's not true. I know.
I don't want to have to let this go.
I don't want to lose the love i found.
All i'm asking is be true to me.
Is that so much to ask for?
Once a trust is broken,
it gets so hard to gain back.
We're friends, real friends.
And that means,no matter how long it takes,
when you finally decide to look back,
i'll still be here.
"Can you please stop avoiding me?"
muchh loveee;
EFF.
I bet you didn't know that I am terrified of the dark. 
