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Memories were fine,couldn't touch them
smell them,or hold them.
never same as the moment had been,
and they fade with time.
The pain.
Tuesday, October 30, 2007 10:26 AM

I can't get myself to stop swearing.
It's impossible for me to give up.
And I can't get myself to start caring.
I currently don't give a fuck.


Dear dad,
i'm sorry if i have to get the feds to take you away..
I guess,this will be the last chance i give you.
The blame is on us & mum,now.
Do you ever realize the impact you made us into?
With all your doings & never endless nonsense?
You say you love us all? But,is this what you give us?
Tell me,have you ever give a thought to all of us all these years?
The pain that i have to go through since i was young.
& now,you want them to go through the same as i do?
No,dad... I won't let them.
They have a brighter future,still.
I don't want them to be like me,useless & a failure.
You put us through tough times.
Have you ever question yourself?


There's always a problem.
You're too blind to see everything.
The embarassement that i felt all this while.
The blame that i carried..
Plus,the pain that i kept inside me.
Your kids are growing up & so am i.
I'm ashamed to have a dad like you.
I'm better off having no dad.
I have given you endless chances..
Still,you failed to see.
You said we were to blame.
Thanks.. A big thank you!
For all these years,you gave us nothing but shit.
I hope they send you away,far awayy...


I'm fine, i'm fine.
These words are all i've got to hide behind.


Everyone has their stories.
& this,is my story.
Yes,the real effah is a failure.
Someone who is fcuking weak!
That is me. I failed,i failed.


loveeee;
EFF.

yours truly;

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madee's babygirl,
you can call me;eff.

reading,writing,screaming,heels,sun,rain,snow.
gossip girl,books,tweeting,procrastinating,love.

♥ MADEE;


The say people come and go.
But the truth is, no one really disappears from your life.
People never really leave, their roles just change.


effcullenbass.



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yesteryears;