Intoxicated.
Tuesday, February 26, 2008 9:35 AM
You fall in love with someone because of the tilt of his smile,
or because he could make you laugh,
or in this case, because he made you believe,
you were the only one who could save him.
Yesterday night was tormenting.
One of the worst nights,i've ever had.
When i thought those nights were gone. But,still.
Well,egoness and stubborness on my part.
I should have seen it coming. I'm sorry,you.
I shouldn't have acted like that.
Something about this place keeps me coming back.
Maybe its the stars at night, maybe its the sunny days.
Or maybe, just maybe, its you.
I always,always realised that i need just you.
No matter who i think of at any part of days,it was just you.
& when you start tearing me apart,it still is you that is in my mind.
I saw the look on your face,the tears that dropped.
I'm sorry for making you cry and feeling useless.
When indeed,i'm the useless one.
I still love you,i still do. I always do love you.
Yesterday night really taught me something.
I don't wanna lose you.
You know it's meant to be,
when even the times you can't stand him,
he's the only person on your mind.
I'm sorry for the times i've let you down.
For not listening to you,not hearing you out.
Being difficult and unreasonable..
& always being ignorant to your feelings.
I'm sorry,love.
I'm missing you.
After yesterday,i just need to be in your arms.
& hello loveeess.
I don't know when i'll be back,but soon k!
& I'M EMPLOYED,FINALLYYYY!! (:
Yesssssaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa! Heeeeeeee.
muchh loveee;
EFF.
You fall in love with someone because of the tilt of his smile, 
