As you say it would.
Wednesday, April 16, 2008 10:50 PM
And today,she turns a year older.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO EFFFFF!
Eh eh eh,syiok sendiri ah tu celebrate sendirii.
Buat shout out utk diri sendiri.. Haaaaa!
Abeh abeh abeh? Jealous nmpk,jealous nmpk?
Kay uhh,da start ah merapek.
Yes,19 years old. An age not to be proud of!
I feel so old lahhh!! I don't wanna grow up,pleasee!
I don't wanna be an adult. I don't wanna grow.
I want to still be free and not full of responsibilities!
But,that will only remain as a dream! Sigh. ):
The reason people find it so hard to be happy,
is that they always see the past better than it was,
the present worse than it is,
and the future less resolved than it will be.
He made everything worst than it ever was.
2 more days? How i wish,it will never come.
Where's all the anxiety,happiness and all that has vanish?
Oh right,blame it on me,will you? Because that will be it.
And so they say,i was the one who never understood you..
Right..... You know what? I don't give a shit.
I don't even know what I'm feeling now,even.
I just feel like a dirt that's even worse than shit.
A secret is the heaviest thing in the world.
But,on a brighter note..
These little cuzzies and family made my day,at least.
They made this older girl feel way younger when they are around.
We had pizzas,wings,garlic bread and cake,of course! Heeee.
Thank you alot,alot,alot,alot loveeeeesss!
I love all of youuuuu. (:
For those of you who wished..
Either through blogs,text,calls,anything uhh.
Thanks alot for remembering a day that is never meant to be!
HAHAHAHAHA! But,really. Thanks a lot you people.
Alll of you are loveeeeddd by one and only effff k!
Sayang korannggg manyak manyakkk!
Eleeehhh. Aku nie nk step cute lah pulak. Haaaaaaaa! (:
For everyone, there's a person, place, or time
that brings you back and makes you feel alive.
And if you never did prioritize your family,your friends..
& mostly,the workloads that you've been carrying last time..
Maybe,just maybe.. We will still be together.
Come on,laugh it all at me. I'm still a failure in relationships.
Like what you used to say to me,last time. I still remember.
You got what you dreamt of. You've achieved and I failed.
I'm not looking forward to friday.
Friday,please don't come.
I was suppose to be happy on my day,this day.
It's my bloody birthday,for god's sake!
Asssshooolleeeeeeeee.
muchhh loveee;
EFF.
And today,she turns a year older.
