twilight.
Tuesday, September 30, 2008 10:57 AM
its not what you say; its the voice that speaks.
its not what you look like; its who presents it.
its not where you go; its what you make of it.
its not what you do; its how you feel.
its not who you love; its the fact that you did at all.
i have been fucking awake since bloody 8 AM!!!!!!!
i hate the way that fucker upstairs has been drilling & drilling till now!!!
fucker neneh. not as if he's the one hari raya-ing tomorrow...
he's not even celebrating,loh!!! CUCKOO BALLS!!
i had not enough of sleep. i am bloody cranky! bloody eyebags.
i swear i am gonna go upstairs and bloody murder him,now!!!!!!
you know,at times i reminisced all the good times we had,
i only realized that it's you that always have been there for me.
through thick & thin. through rain & shine. it always has been you.
though you have been abrasive towards me,emotionally.. you are still you.
because without you,i don't know who will catch me when i fall..
but sometimes,i only find myself failing and falling more even,
because the fact that i need you still despite all the shits you put me through.
"Sometimes it seems the harder you try to hold onto something,
or someone the more it wants to get away.
You feel like some kind of criminal for having felt, for having wanted.
For having wanted to be wanted.
It confuses you because you think that your feelings were wrong,
and it makes you feel so small because it's so hard to keep it inside,
when you let it out and it doesn't come back.
You're left so alone that you can't explain."
and for you twilight fans out there,here's a sneak peek!
the more i watched the trailer,the more i cannot wait for the bloody movie!!
EDWARD CULLEN IS SO HOT! He made me dream of him even more. sigh!
love;
efff.
its not what you say; its the voice that speaks.
