december comes..
Monday, December 1, 2008 1:09 PM
You deserve the right kind of love, the kind of love that makes you happy,
the fantastic love that's in books and movies.
Even if you aren't together forever,
you'll want to look back and never regret falling in love with him.
That's the kind of love we all deserve.
holy mack! december already!!! ughh. bloody depressing man.
damn! it's already the 1st of december and i should be glad?! NOT!
because,christmas is coming in 24 bloody days... and i hate christmas now!!!
well,apart from the presents that i'm going to receive.. hehehehehehehe!
but apart from that,upper east siders.... i am still happy apart from being sad.
god. time really does flies! siiiiiiiiiighhhhhhhhhhhhh! ):
and all you know,we will be embracing 2009 amidst the beautiful fireworks..
2009? i wonder what has god planned for me? for now,i am grateful to him enough.
though i haven't been good,not been following everything religiously,
i am still grateful that he is willing to guide me,still. thank you,ya allah.
It's funny but stupid how you want everything and nothing at the same time.
It's crazy when you want to let go, but you keep holding on.
And when you want to move on but you're stuck right where you started.
When feelings come and go and you can't decide on exactly what you want.
It's so hard to think back to how things used to be and look at it now,
and realize that things are different and they may never be the same.
for now,let's stick to this blogskin at the mean time,okay?
i'm sick & tired of finding the one skin that really catch my eye. damn!
sooooo,i shall stick to this until a better one then. december,don't end fast kay?
2008 has been but a whirlwind of crush hopes,broken promises,lies,truth...
but still,with the boy with me in 2008,going through everything..
2008 has been but an eye opener to the real world that i am living in.
the cold and cruel world... with friends,families that we have lost.
it's a shame that things end like it did to certain things. but,it has been great.
2008 has been great even with it's setbacks. so,i guess i'm ready to let 2008 go.
well,not yet. not too fast,just yet.
and to everything,i'm pretty emotional, i know..
it's hard embracing a new year.. to new starts and new beginnings.
though we have to look forward to the future and build more dreams & hopes.
but let's just all stay here for a while,linger in 2008 and reminisce...
to what we have done,not yet did and to everything else that we don't have time for.
look back and ask ourselves what we have missed and will do in the future.
because,i know that i'm gonna do just that.
Every once in a while, people step up. They rise above themselves.
Sometimes they surprise you. And sometimes they fall short.
Life is funny sometimes. It can push pretty hard.
But if you look close enough, you find hope in the words of children,
in the bars of a song and in the eyes of someone you love.
And if you're lucky, I mean if you're the luckiest person on this entire planet,
the person you love decides to love you back.
lovee;
efff.
You deserve the right kind of love, the kind of love that makes you happy, 
