a mile away.
Tuesday, December 9, 2008 11:36 AM
sometimes, no matter how much faith we have, we lose people.
but you never forget them, and sometimes,
it's those memories that give us the strength go on.
it's a tuesday and i almost lost track in time,back there.
gee,who doesn't right? with time going by us this fast. scary schit.
i don't even have the heart sometimes,to bring my eyes to look at the damn time.
now,it's already almost close to the middle of the month. 2009 is coming in,soon.
2009? everytime i think about it,it makes my heart skip. i wonder what's in store for me...
today was supposing a day where i can wake up late.. but,i just cannot sleep.
i tried to close my eyes,think of nothing but sleep but i cannot seem to sleep.
am i having insomnia or it's just the things that i have avoiding from thinking?
i guess maybe it's just the things,the darkest things that i have been trying not to face.
and now eff,what do you yourself get? only more misery. right.
isn't it funny how day by day, nothing changes.
but then when you look back everything is different.
and in a few more days.......
i would be able to catch my one and only edward cullen,<3
on the big goddamn screen. god knows how long i have been waiting.
because it has reach to a maximum of reading twilight up to 20 fucking times..
and if there's one contest where i could enter as one helluva crazy fanatic fan,
i think i would win. cheh. talking about pure confidence. but,really.. hahahahaha.
i have memorized every single word edward cullen had said & ever said,
the characters,the plot and blah blah blah. you get it,right? heeeeeeeeeeee.
but no,no worries if you ever want to catch twilight with me,i won't spoil it.
i would just be swooning over edward cullen & mouth shut. except for gasping. hehehe!
and so,this december if anyone of you would want to catch twilight with me,
just text me or call me at my temporary number kay? or just tag me loh,kay? hehehe.
no worries if you think that i have watched it with someone else,obviously i already had.
but for twilight,i don't mind watching for goddamn 10 times,or even 20.. screw the money.
counting down to how many days,already!!!!! faster,cannnnnnnnnnnnnnnn? )):
life is like a puzzle. there is so much missing,
so much that needs to be discovered. it has meaning,
but yet it's confusing and it won't turn out good unless you put in effort.
lovee;
efff.
sometimes, no matter how much faith we have, we lose people.
i would be able to catch my one and only edward cullen,<3
