before we say goodbye.

xoxo.

Tuesday, February 3, 2009 4:36 PM

I wondered why I was so startled by the encounter,
when there was something that seemed utterly inevitable about the moment.
Not in any grand, destined sense; just in the quiet stubborn way,
that unfinished business has of imposing its will on the unwilling.

it's a tuesday and here i am on. i is on mc. )):
everything is aching everywhere and i do not like. eeeee!
there's ulcer,there's a swollen thing under my armpit.
there's slight fever,cough,and flu. sniff sniff.

but despite that,the boy ns extra money is in. *kening naik-naik*
time to find that dress,that fluffy cardigan & bag....!!!
and and and,that killer heels from charles & keith that i fell in love!
hehehehehehehehe! =p

I hate that a boy is making me feel this way,
And I hate that I'm letting it happen.

watched the latest episode of gossip girls & i so do not like it!! I HATE!
i hate that bloody rachel,the teacher,who is like oh-so-innocent!
but clearly,she has the hots for dan. eeee! i hate her for stealing dan away!!
poor s. fuck that rachel ah. i hope she really gets sacked for good!!!!
stupid,stupid dan!! why must he & serena always,always have problems?!
eh? i exaggerating ah? like,of course! when it comes to gg,i always exaggerate!
ugghhh! i so cannot wait for the next episode already!! =/

and tomorrow,i'm going to go for thredding already!
the eyebrows have gone bushy so soon! eeeekkkkk!!!!!!!!!
plus,plus... his dinner & dance is coming pretty soon,so? hehehe.
i think,i need to redye & highlight my hair,again?! lol. we'll see ah?
we will see. need to negotiate with the boy,before he gets mad.
harr dee harr. hope he allows!! *CROSS FINGERS*

"I think love is a rare thing in the world.
If you think you can have it with this boy,
then fuck whoever tries to stop you and fuck the rules.
Take the risk and do whatever you can do and try not to get caught.
If you do get caught,do it again."