this is goodbye,then.
Thursday, December 31, 2009 9:36 AM
In addition, all objects in the universe have a place where they belong,
& objects move toward their place in the universe.
finally,it's new year's eve and eventually,i am ready. ready to let go,now.
i am ready to move on to a new year & say goodbye to my memories in 09'
it has been bittersweet,i believe everyone has their own stories,their life.
and this year,even though it's been painful,agonizing,it's been fruitful...
throughout all that,i have discover that i'm stronger than i thought i am.
and time will heal,but it doesn't. maybe it will,maybe never,maybe forever.
thank you,2009. i'm ready now,thank you for giving me a chance to live it.
thank you,ya allah. you have given me a day to live again in this world..
thank you,my friends,whom have been there for me,who never gave me up.
thank you,dearest boy,whom always believe in me. who always love me,
even in my bad days,who never waive in supporting me & always being there.
without you,i am nothing. without you,i wouldn't be here. i love you.
before, they had never found themselves broken together.
Usually, it was one needing the other but not both needing each other,
so there had been a way, by touching,
to borrow from the stronger one's strength.
And they had never understood, as they did now,
what the word horror meant.
that sums out all that i have for 09',it's a lot to want to jot it down all here..
and now,it adds another memory to my folder of yesteryears.. 2009.
alhamdullilah,i am still breathing to embrace another year to live it.
i won't let you down,ya allah. i won't waste my it & keep hiding from life.
it's time to do something about it,it's time to get up and fight.
and throughout everything,taufik batisah has never been a failure to me.
i lived with his songs,and his songs always make me in peace,make me smile,
makes me happy and sometimes,it takes the pain away a little.
thank you,taufik batisah. you have never let me down whenever i'm sad.
when you were asked,5 years ago,why you should be chosen as SI,
you said you wanted to inspire others with positive energy & you did it.
truly,you did justice. i'll forever love you,taufik batisah. "I DREAM"
Each time I told my story,I lost a bit,
the smallest drop of pain.
It was that day that I knew I wanted to tell the story of my family.
Because horror on Earth is real and it is every day.
It is like a flower or like the sun; it cannot be contained.
In addition, all objects in the universe have a place where they belong, 
