I guess it's time i update this dusty blog of mine. i didn't meant to abandon you,baby.
i'm really sorry and i promise that next time,i'll be back here more often,alright? :)
i have been busy out on the other world,i didn't bother coming back to the real world. sigh.
but sometimes we all just wish we can never go back,right? we just desire to be there,forever.
that's just wishful thinking and nothing could make the real world go away except when we die.
i,for one,don't see the point of updating when my readers of mine rarely drop by now. haha!
i bet it's disgusted them that i had left this blog stagnant and not updating much now,eh?
but whatsoever it is,i'm back to update for the month of april and i'll prolly be gone,again.
i'm doing exceptionally brilliant. though,i believe,that i have had better days. better ones.
nevertheless,i shall be contented for now and not complaint so much. i should be grateful.
life changes every minute of every day. you lose friends. you gain friends.
you realize your friend wasn't ever really your friend,
and that person you used to hate can make a really good friend.
you look for love. you find love. you lose love.
you realize all long that you've been loved. you laugh. you cry.
you laugh so hard that you cry. you do this, you do that.
you really wish you hadn't done that. you then learn from that and are glad that you did.
you have your ups. you have your downs. you see good movies. you see bad movies.
you wonder if your life is just one big movie. you look at others and wish you were them.
you then realize who they are and are glad that you're you. you love life.
you hate life. in the end you just find yourself happy to be living life,
no matter what's thrown at you.
for the lack of things,i need a life. my life is circulated around tumblr and facebook. gah.
9 more days and i still am not feeling anything but sadness. what the fuck? 21st eh!!! pffftt.
my 21st is going to be a lonely,lonely and very quiet one,i suppose? great. i loveeee it. -_-
can someone just throw me a surprise birthday party,already?!! hahahaha. i wish! :p
blackberry,Nikon D90 or Canon EOS 550D is all now down the drain. no presents!
fret not.... i shall wait for the boy's belated,belated birthday present. A DSLR!! YAY!
although i'm not up to reaching my 21st birthday this coming few days,i'm thankful.
i'm thankful to be able to live another day to see the world,make a difference be it in any way.
i'm gratified that dear allah is letting me live and wake up in the morning even with setbacks,
he let me live my life to the fullest,making the best out of it. thank you,dear allah.
i know you're always there watching me,the move i make,the decisions i've done. thank you.
Did you know that the heart has no pain receptors?
So the next time someone breaks you heart, move on.
Your pain is just an illusion,
a temporary psychological disturbance that you have to overcome.
In short, it's all in the mind.
